[if he had normal hands, he might be chewing on his nails right now. just biting those bastards right off. he pulls his knees up to his chest and pulls on his collar lightly the way he does want he's anxious.]

Well, the obvious answer is waking up here in general, but... [when did he actually reach his limit? selling his heart for fern, he thinks. seeing woody suffer such a raw humiliation by the andy snr ghost was rough, too, but that's not his story to tell.] I don't know. I could list off any number of terrible things that've happened to us or people we care about.